I am the most creative when I am happy so I hate when people tell me to create... yes "create when you are down and depressed". I want to smash them with my teeth in my jaws. That dark downward spiral that some of us creatives go down is to be lived, not written, not sung... not that moment to be shared... not until you finally get a grip and pull yourself out. You will see the look of death on my face when you tell me to work it out with music. I don't think that person has ever laid on the floor feeling gutted in a ball unable to move for a night and morning until they need to piece themselves together enough to go sit in the shop they built and they are never sure why.